Bri is implied in the hints in the game to be Adventurous. That digi-volves into kinkster. What does that mean? I've never heard the term "kinkster" and the description seems vague. Adventurous seems to just be trying new things until you know what you like. So I get that. But is kinkster implying if you fully romance Bri she will literally like all kinks?
And second question, Emma fights for women rights and is a psychiatrist like the MC. But hints in her hints page imply ownership and sexism from men turn her on... What? Is she a fraud? Or is it like that episode of Futurama where a neat freak pencil pusher secretly had a kink for a person being a slob. Is the taboo of having sex with what she hates all she's into? What is the rationale for that? I keep considering dating her but I don't like manhandle and hate-banging. I keep waiting for her to be at least a gentle femdom or idolization fetish kink. But all I see from her is stuff that seems to imply closet self loathing or more conflict. I don't wanna argue to Emma, I wanna get along with her.
I'm sorry if I'm being a bother. But I keep thinking about this game and the parallels between the main characters depression and my own.
The main character believes all kinks and fetishes should be accepted. I understand being open-minded is good. But how you can accept some things that go against who you are? For me BDSM, cheating, gore porn, beastiality, and other super hardcore stuff just disgust me. And my sister accused me of being a baby. Not saying those things are things I should like. But that because I was too scared to leave my comfort zone and always stick to just romance and sweetness that it closed doors on any relationships outside of highschool.
I've been accused of being boring and approaching relationships like a Disney movie character. But to me I feel like I reduce myself to a panting lowly animal if I just ignore my sexual hang-up. And act on lust, comfort zone be damned.
I don't know what to do to find woman that would be sync up with me. Even in the game I tried to focus on Bri, Lea, and Jen the most. Seeking to just have romance and happy regular sex. But my sister and "friends" say that doesn't maintain an adult relationship. Being wild, sneaking around, spicing things up does. But that's not who I am.
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I'm not even into exhibition but I liked Lea so I endured it to make sure she knew I was interested. I didn't like Deb that much but I figure when she showed kindness that her domme moment would be gentle and loving and not full of insults. I'm still unhappy I played out that one. It wasn't as bad as it could be. But it didn't feel right. Bri I never got past friends. And Jen I let her know I love her but refused to have sex with to keep from ruining her and the main character's life. We just cuddled. And with Kim it was the final straw. No way I could go full Snake for that. I got no beef with Pete to justify that.
What I'm asking is, do you think I've wasted 15 yrs of my life thinking being loving and compassion would trump my laundry list of sexual hang-ups? Hang-ups that run so deep I can't even bring myself to explore them in a game without feeling uncomfortable.
I'm sure my sister just likes to argue and challenge me because she doesn't like me focusing on trying to be good all the time. I think she just wants everyone to see the grays in the black and white of life. But im the guy who never plays the villain story route in games. I like sex and romance. But I don't need it to be too hardcore. But then again I'm virgin and 37 years old, so sometimes feel like I'm the one who doesn't get how the real world works. I just had to ask someone. And I think the guy who made this game is a student of psychology. So I thought he'd understand. Thanks for the support.
This is just a lewd game where I want to pass the message that it is okay to like whatever weird kink we might have. And if one’s kink is romance, cuddles and happy sex, without any “wild” thing added there, that’s absolutely okay. In fact, the majority of people are into that, and also don’t like all the other more kinky stuff.
dude you are not even missing out. i have been coerced into stuff several times. you just feel dirty. and most of the time, even if you do want to do it, these women have no idea how to please a man.
work on yourself, become whole and well-rounded. fun is important too, but only when you need it. unless your sister has a ring/LTR i can't imagine she should be giving relationship advice.
the point is to not kinkshame other people. problem with that though is vanilla rarely gets that same respect...
I hear you. I am going to work on myself. I'm going back to working out and trying to be positive. My sister isn't married but I don't think she ever wants to be. Ultimately I think what she says from from petty sibling rivalry. A one-sided one at that. Vanilla stuff like romance and tenderness aren't kink shamed often but the world has really changed. All the time songs are being made that are celebrating wilder stuff. Like painplay and sexual cruelty. People are more into that stuff now, on some level, because anything vanilla is considered boring. Like say kissing, basic sex, and cuddling after. People don't really see you as being open-minded if that's where you stop. Because they see all the hardcore stuff as more brave and exciting.
I'm sure lot of those people have a good time but I'm not gonna fake it. I honestly just can't pretend I like most of what is on the list of fetishes and kinks in the game. Some I'm okay with, some I love, and plenty I hate. I just hope Lea, Bri, and Jen don't get too odd with their desires or I'm gonna have no one to romance. Lol for the most part I feel like if I was in the game I would drawn to them. The 3 of them combined sum up my personality. Working all the time, trying to accomplish something, lots of body shaming done to me ruining my self image and chances with relationships. And ultimately me become mad at other people's who are in relationships and ruin them just for drama or boredom. Culminating with me being alone for over 15 years.
Some girls are just at different stage in their relationship with the MC. It’s just difficult to give them all the same screen time and attention, while still progressing the main story forward.
So, yes, Bri’s first scene only happens at chapter 4, but she (or all the other girls the page banner) will be fully romanceable. I know it’s a bit annoying when our favorite characters don’t get the screen time we’d like to, but, sooner or later, all of them will have their time in the spotlight.
oh okay, as long as I didn't miss the chance. It's fine. I like her but I'm okay with being patient with her. Im trying to be patient with Jen too. Because I like a lot of characters but there's no way can romance them all. So I'm taking my time and trying to figure out who I will finish the game with and fully get in a relationship with. I like Jen, Bri and Lea. But I don't wanna cheat on them.
I liked Kim when I first met her because she looked like Ada Wong. Was that on purpose, designing her to look that way?
Did anyone romance her? I Just don't see that ending well. I feel like you alienate your friends and she would be only person around at the end. Jen and Jamie would def hate you if you did. Pete too.
The music when you're talking with to Jen in her hotel room, that retro style lounge music love song, was hauntingly beautiful. I love it to death. Is the Jen's theme song?
It made me question my life more than I have in years.
After so much rejection, I just gave up on love. I thought that part of me was dead. The dialogue is meta. And I'm not gonna lie, some kinks sicken me (like Kim and Emma's). But other are the kind of romances that make you wanna quit being a shrink and just run away with your lover.
But maybe it's time to finally try again, get in shape and try to do something right.
Mr. Silverlust, Respect. Seriously, you made a game that is more than just mindless porn. It's a social commentary.
Hi, this is really an awesome game, I'm a really big fan of your work. I've really enjoyed playing the free episodes but I think it won't be free anymore. I'm from Turkey, and the country is in economic crisis right now; 15$ equals to 260 TL right now, which isn't something I can afford. Is there anyway I can keep playing the game? I'm very invested in the story.
I have a question about Jen. After the chess game and you can lay in bed with her, if I choose not to dominate her and go through tell her the MC is a sub too will that lead to her not wanting to being in a relationship with the MC or will it lead to her cucking the MC or will she learn to be a dom?
All of those options are on the table and will be further explored in chapter 4, which will be released on itch in a few days (it was released yesterday on Patreon).
I don't want to spoil anything, but there will be different outcomes dependent on your choices on chapter4. The only thing I'll say is that you don't need to be dominant with Jen to have a relationship with her.
This is a uniquely drawn game with, what I would call, "the voices inside our head", element that separates this from all other games. For me, it struck me as funny to see some of the same thoughts I myself have had in my life, to be on screen. I liked it very much and hope to see more from this developer. Good luck.
I need help there is a glitch where the game keeps back scrolling when ever I open the game and load a save. Even if start a new save game it still keeps back scrolling.
Hmm... sounds like something is broken or corrupted in the game files. Try download it again. Renpy saves are located elsewhere in your drive, so you’ll still have them if you make a new download.
You don't need to touch your saves files. But, if you want to know where they are saved, check this info.
As for the game files are located where you download them. Just try do delete that folder and make the download again from this page.
You can even just download the game again from this page and try to start it from the freshly downloaded folder that shouldn't have any corrupted files.
I’m not sure if that will work. But that’s a functionality handled by the game engine, that’s why I think something in the files must have gotten broken somehow. Especially because it worked well previously for you, and now you can’t even start a new game.
PS: Another issue could be the “rollback side” option. Go to the options screen and check if you have that turned on. When it’s on, if you click at the very right, or left side of the screen (depending on which side is selected), the game will rollback. But not if you click at the center of the screen or use the space bar. I don’t think this is the issue, but you can quickly check that.
Did you get the “sweetness” skill just a bit earlier, as a bonus for having chosen Lea as your crush?
There is a bug that makes it so the “sweetness” skill acquired that way does not “work” in a very small percentage of saves. I already have a fix that should make it work 100% of the time, that will be in next update (just making sure I didn’t screw up anything else).
For now, can you please load a slightly older save, and get the “sweetness” skill the normal way ? You just have to buy the "sweetness" skill from the Menu like all the others, before you pick the same choice that would give it for free (but pick that choice anyway, it's important for the story and it'll give you your 20 pts back)
That should solve the problem. Sorry for the inconvenient.
(If you don’t have an older save: in the Load Menu, you can look in the “A” tab where the autsaves are. Since those two choices are close together, you may have one auto save there that suits you. You can also load one autosave that’s closer to that choice and try to rollback to it)
PS: I’m assuming the problem is that you got the "sweetness" skill for free because you have chosen Lea as your crush. If you haven’t, please let me know, because that would mean it’s an entirely new bug unknown to me. Thanks.
Great game, greater system. I really enjoy how a lot of the girls have set kinks but multiple ways to unlock their scenes. It rewards player choices while maintaining a sense of agency in the characters.
Sad that Emma doesn't show up more in episode 2, but all the girls are great.
What happens if I tell Pete about the situation his girlfriend is after I call out to her and continue? Do I lose like a bunch of trust with every character and so on? And also what happens if I avoid her and then proceed to tell him (if possible havn't tried yet) will she figure it out and still proceed to blackmail me? Only asking because "Bros before hoes" '-'
First of all: Congratulations, what an experience.
I'm so sad having a crush on Deb but our kinks don't match. Still enjoying being her friend.
One thing i didn't enjoy was how the social behavior is coupled with the kinks. When playing without the colors on choices i'm swimming in blue points but there's barely a thing i want from that tree.
Finally: Congratulations again, one of the best AVN i have played.
What a wonderful experience so far. I absolutely love the main character and his story. The skill tree and choices in the game are also top notch! Thank you for all your hard work.
i finished the scene with deb and carl and the game pretty much ended. i tried doing another playthrough where i said no to them, and it ended with me texting emma i miss you and then it says "end of chapt 2, save here" and then the credits roll. what outcomes have i missed? id like to see all the outcomes that can happen by the end of chapter 2.
Is it possible that you're playing an older version of the game that you have downloaded previously? In the main menu, which version number does it show? 0.2.3?
You need to download the version 0.3.2 (which contains chapter 3), unzip, and open the nif.exe file inside of that folder.
Don't use any older folder/executable for previous versions. Also, check the main menu to confirm that you are indeed playing the version 0.3.2.
Your save files will carry over to the new version.
Let me know if the problem is something else and which version you are playing. Thanks.
Can you please tell me the platform you're using (PC, mac, linux, android)? And please check if you didn't download the wrong version, or if the download finish properly and it wasn't corrupted.
Also, if you are on PC, can you check if you have a 32 or 64 architecture software? The pc version is not compatible with 32 bit.
The android version might not work if your phone has too little space or memory available.
Other than this, I'd need more details from you to try to help. I believe it's not a problem with the game because no one else is reporting that problem.
I just fishined Cap 1 and, wow, i was waiting some visual novel 3d ok with hot girls and pow pow BUT wtf i really like the dialogue, scenes and how they are theyselfs, i make a disaster with emma dont understanding her kink, and hear she say those words, although littles, they hurt me, i dont are the man who make full of everyone rotes but, this game, i need do this.
There are a couple of times in the 2nd chapter where it says limp and I think it should be limb. It's in the scene at the university just after the one with Carl and Deb.
I know... unfortunately that silly mistake wasn’t caught by the spellcheck.
I have an english native speaker friend that helps me proofread the scripts in his free time, but he hasn’t yet finish the last chapter’s script, which is quite big.
So, this chapter might have more mistakes than the previous 2, like that “limp” one. Once he finishes it. I´ll post a small hotfix that corrects everything and also improves the readablility of many sentences and makes them feel more natural. He really does an awesome job on that.
Thanks for the notice, and I’m sorry for the inconvenience. I'm glad you're loving the story though :)
I'm wanting to install this on a raspberry pi. I've downloaded the pc.zip file and there is just a Windows exe. What's the process for installing on Linux?
I don’t have a linux OS to have tested this before, but the Renpy engine automatically builds distributions that should work on Linux.
Inside the folder you downloaded you’ll see a file named nif.sh. Try to double click it and see if it runs. If not…
You need to mark the nif.sh file as executable.
(Note: if you don’t know how to do it: This may be slightly different depending on your Linux distribution, desktop environment and language. Right-click the file, select Properties -> Permissions -> mark as executable)
Then go to the "lib" directory and open the adequate Linux directory (linux-i686 or linux-x86_64) and look for a file named nif (without any extention). Mark this file as executable too.
(Note: If you don't know which Linux directory is right for you, do the same thing for the nif file inside both of the directories)
Try double clicking again in the nif.sh file.
Did it work?
If not, try to run in through the terminal. I have found here a 10 min youtube tutorial explaining how to do it with another renpy game (it also shows and explains all of the steps above). Just try to do the same steps for this game that has a nif.sh executable.
I hope this helped.
If you still can’t make it to work, I’m afraid I can’t help more than this. Sorry.
this is great. It’s not a wank-a-thon, but rather stimulates the intellectual and emotional sectors of the brain. It’s still sensual yet not overtly sexual—it stimulates through anticipation and longing, which can be so much better than mere wank material. MrSilverLust has done a great job, and lööking forward to more.
It's a story-driven, slow-burn visual novel with meaningful choices. I understand that this is not for everyone, but it also makes it more meaningful when the player gets to the sex scenes.
That being said, all chapters have full sex scenes, unless you reject them. You should get laid regularly unless you choose not to.
MrSilverLust, I have two questions for you, the first is a suggestion for the promotion of your game, why don't you add Nothing is Forever on Google Play Store only with Censorship, and the uncensored version players download here, that it would be really good for your game, and the second question is is the game going to be on steam?
Once it’s finished, I’ll submit the game to steam for review and see if it’s accepted there. Recently I’ve read that a couple adult games have been rejected by them, so you never know.
As for the playstore… I don’t think it makes sense. It’s an adult game, all the mechanics/plot are designed with that in mind. Censoring it would be butchering everything I worked for and it would turn it into a farce of a game. I’m not interested in that.
one more question for you Mr Silver Lust, the game will soon have other languages like "French, Japanese, Italian and Portuguese" a point that would be nice for your game.
I'm currently playing the third chapter, and it's literally blowing my mind. This is game is so messed up in a good way, that seems impossible to be written by a single person, and seems an impossible thing for a game of this genre. Personally I really love when a story drive you out like this, and the sexual scenes are just an addition to what the game truly is. But, and I repeat its only my modest opinion, if these sexual scenes are present I also like to play them all without redo the entire game that as for now, it's taking me lot of hours to be completed. Like now I'm struggling to find the way to have a crush on Jen, but I don't know where I made a mistake to find her only beautiful and not being in love, and can't choose the "hope you could see yourself etc etc.." and it's really frustrating, cause I don't truly want to stop my game a redo every single choice, but I feel incomplete without that answer(can you help me, what should I do to make Mc have a crush on Jen?)
Except for this thing that is driving crazy me, myself and I, and the little thing that I'd have enjoyed a little more the sexual scenes if not all the girls were shaved ( I mean, a redhead and is not redhead down there?! It's crazy haha), the game is FLAWLESS and I really, truly, am grateful to you, MrSilverLust, for what you are doing cause you made possible to mess up the Mc, a thing that I love so much, to take almost every wrong choice and every girl despite is the "worst" thing to do in the real life.
Finally, I'd like to say that so far this is the best complicated game of this genre out there, with so many path you should give a life to explore every single variant, and that's and enormous point for you.
The “crush” part seems to be one of the more confusing parts for players. I need to find a way address that better and make it more clearer. Remember in Chapter 2 during the “weed trip” you had to pick the girl you liked more at the time? That’s your “current crush”.
Please note that doesn’t mean much. It just lets you have a cute dialogue option with your favorite girl and gain the “Sweetness” skill for free. It’s not meant to be a big choice or influence who you end up with at the end.
Oh, right, I thought that but first time playing I choose Jen, and didn't said was in love with her. Second time I tried negate every sexual interaction with other girls except for Jen and worked.
Thank you for the reply btw, and you're welcome, your game truly is amazing
I think I ran into a bug?, after the date with Lea at the park & hanging out with Jamie & Peter, when you're home you chat with Jen about how her tournament is going, then you go to sleep, the problem is that the next day I wake up to meet up with Jen at the university & the part when you show her the University, when you meet Bri & Deb, then the story goes on and on from that point, is like i'm trapped into a loop
I am aware of this bug and have fixed it in version 0.3. The funny thing is that I can’t even replicate it, it shouldn’t happen even in version 0.2.
It has only been reported only 2 or 3 times, 99.9% of the players never encounter it. And I still don’t know how they make it happen! But anyway, like I said, is fixed in the newer version. Sorry for the trouble.
i had the bug just now the think is after reloading my save before that chosing the exact same options it didnt happen again i tried to redo the bug but didnt work its like after watching jens game on the laptop i could somehow leave the table bringing me to the room(where you then go to slep and suddenly everthing repeats) instead to deb
This game has unique and very sophisticated mechanisms which allow you to shape the MC character and which determine the kinks he is into. And like in a real life you need to choose girls not only based on their beauty but also on their character and sexual preferences. Furthermore the story is not typical too, it's very realistic and interesting at the same time, the dialogues are often very mature and make you think about life and love. I really loved the 3rd chapter, it moved the game from 8th to the 2nd place in my ranking.
It's still relatively early in the story - there are only two real sex scenes (plus one fantasy blowjob and the start of an exhibitionism arc) - but the writing and mechanics are great, and I'm excited to see where it goes in the future. When I read that the you were trying to make a more "grounded, realistic" game, I was skeptical that you'd be able to pull it off because so many authors of adult games seem immature or have a less than perfect feel for interpersonal relationships. That's not much of a problem in a game that doesn't take itself completely seriously, but I could have seen it being an issue for this one. When I found myself actually enjoying the story and the depth of the characters, I was pleasantly surprised. In particular, I like that in some cases things get emotionally messy after a character indulges their kinks. Rather than having sex always be a driving force of change, it's treated as just one of many factors in the characters' evolving interpersonal relationships. It's a mirror or a lens rather than a panacea.
Mechanically, I really like the kink skill trees and their connection to dialogue options. I also really appreciate that there are appealing dialogue options for each of the personality traits - when I originally saw the skill trees, I was worried that I'd have to choose dialogue options that I didn't like in order to experience kink content that I do like; it would have made the game worse to have only been able to experience some kinks if the main character were someone that I didn't like.
The game also explained chess in a way that was interesting to me despite the fact that I'm a beginner and have never really had any interest in it, which was also an unexpected pleasant surprise to find in the random adult game that I downloaded on a whim.
Overall, very solid game, and I'm excited to see how it grows. Great job!
Thanks for taking the time to write such a detailed review.
It’s always interesting to learn what players have enjoyed more about the story and the game mechanics. Your thoughts and expectations upon reading the game description and the personality mechanics were also quite interesting. I’m happy that your fears were unfounded so far. Let’s see if I can keep the level this good in the next chapters.
when you are receiving a phone text, if you manually open the phone and want to reply, nothing happens, then when you leave the phone to continue the scene, nothing happens.
I had to go back a few step back (by wheel up) then click multiple time for the scene (phone text, then reply) to happen normally.
It feels like a bug.
Edit: during the hate sex scene with Emma when she is laying on her belly and we are behind her, and she looks face camera, the head is clearly weird (too big? too frontal ... i don't know)
Unfortunately, not. It's the automatic port of the engine renpy, I wouldn't know what to do to even start to improve anything. For what it's worth, on my S20 with android 11, it never crashed. So, it must have something to do with the hardware. Newer, more powerful phones handle the game better.
Of course I only have one device to test the game with, so it's very difficult for me to figure out what the minimal hardware requirements are.
I have a Honor 9(with android 9), and I didn't have these issues on the earlier update. Just redownloaded it and reinstalled it and it fixed it for a while but the crashes came back
Romantic, sex fantasy, trustwordy, exhibitionism, aftercare, loyal, sensation play, roleplay, bodywriting, sex in public, maverick, temptation are all vanilla.
Others are still normal, just geared towards BDSM.
babe this game is 18+ for a reason... i really just dont think youre old enough to play this, granted im going off like 2 comments, but i think you might have stumbled into the weird side of itch.io and are a little lost lol.
Which is to say he is a "beta sub" and he is not enjoying his reality. Because only an MRA humanoid living in a xx chromosome free environment because of insecurity issues would ever use the term "beta sub"
After him defending slavery, including saying that the game, in which a bisexual succubus helps a thinly fictionalized version of a real slavery survivor who fought back, is a "Leftist wet dream" it's safe to say that anything he is against is probably excellent. I will be sure to check it this game because of his words.
He loves games where he cheats on women but throws a shitfest if any girl does anything with anyone..... Gee I wonder why someone would feel so strongly about those? Maybe it has something to do with him playing games to escape his reality rather than ones that reflect his reality.....
I can only pick a limited amount of tags, there's plenty more of them missing, but that's the itch system. The important thing is that all kinks are optional in the game. You can choose to be dominant and go for a maledom path, submissive and go femdom, or rather more vanilla and avoid any more hardcore kinks you don't like.
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I got some questions before I finish part 4:
Spoilers(ish)
Bri is implied in the hints in the game to be Adventurous. That digi-volves into kinkster. What does that mean? I've never heard the term "kinkster" and the description seems vague. Adventurous seems to just be trying new things until you know what you like. So I get that. But is kinkster implying if you fully romance Bri she will literally like all kinks?
And second question, Emma fights for women rights and is a psychiatrist like the MC. But hints in her hints page imply ownership and sexism from men turn her on... What? Is she a fraud? Or is it like that episode of Futurama where a neat freak pencil pusher secretly had a kink for a person being a slob. Is the taboo of having sex with what she hates all she's into? What is the rationale for that? I keep considering dating her but I don't like manhandle and hate-banging. I keep waiting for her to be at least a gentle femdom or idolization fetish kink. But all I see from her is stuff that seems to imply closet self loathing or more conflict. I don't wanna argue to Emma, I wanna get along with her.
I'm sorry if I'm being a bother. But I keep thinking about this game and the parallels between the main characters depression and my own.
The main character believes all kinks and fetishes should be accepted. I understand being open-minded is good. But how you can accept some things that go against who you are? For me BDSM, cheating, gore porn, beastiality, and other super hardcore stuff just disgust me. And my sister accused me of being a baby. Not saying those things are things I should like. But that because I was too scared to leave my comfort zone and always stick to just romance and sweetness that it closed doors on any relationships outside of highschool.
I've been accused of being boring and approaching relationships like a Disney movie character. But to me I feel like I reduce myself to a panting lowly animal if I just ignore my sexual hang-up. And act on lust, comfort zone be damned.
I don't know what to do to find woman that would be sync up with me. Even in the game I tried to focus on Bri, Lea, and Jen the most. Seeking to just have romance and happy regular sex. But my sister and "friends" say that doesn't maintain an adult relationship. Being wild, sneaking around, spicing things up does. But that's not who I am.
(Slight spoilers)
I'm not even into exhibition but I liked Lea so I endured it to make sure she knew I was interested. I didn't like Deb that much but I figure when she showed kindness that her domme moment would be gentle and loving and not full of insults. I'm still unhappy I played out that one. It wasn't as bad as it could be. But it didn't feel right. Bri I never got past friends. And Jen I let her know I love her but refused to have sex with to keep from ruining her and the main character's life. We just cuddled. And with Kim it was the final straw. No way I could go full Snake for that. I got no beef with Pete to justify that.
What I'm asking is, do you think I've wasted 15 yrs of my life thinking being loving and compassion would trump my laundry list of sexual hang-ups? Hang-ups that run so deep I can't even bring myself to explore them in a game without feeling uncomfortable.
I'm sure my sister just likes to argue and challenge me because she doesn't like me focusing on trying to be good all the time. I think she just wants everyone to see the grays in the black and white of life. But im the guy who never plays the villain story route in games. I like sex and romance. But I don't need it to be too hardcore. But then again I'm virgin and 37 years old, so sometimes feel like I'm the one who doesn't get how the real world works. I just had to ask someone. And I think the guy who made this game is a student of psychology. So I thought he'd understand. Thanks for the support.
This is just a lewd game where I want to pass the message that it is okay to like whatever weird kink we might have. And if one’s kink is romance, cuddles and happy sex, without any “wild” thing added there, that’s absolutely okay. In fact, the majority of people are into that, and also don’t like all the other more kinky stuff.
Okay. Alright then.
I just had to get it off my chest man. I don't hate kinks, I just don't go far with mine.
Sometimes it's hard to not brood over your love life.
dude you are not even missing out. i have been coerced into stuff several times. you just feel dirty. and most of the time, even if you do want to do it, these women have no idea how to please a man.
work on yourself, become whole and well-rounded. fun is important too, but only when you need it. unless your sister has a ring/LTR i can't imagine she should be giving relationship advice.
the point is to not kinkshame other people. problem with that though is vanilla rarely gets that same respect...
I hear you. I am going to work on myself. I'm going back to working out and trying to be positive. My sister isn't married but I don't think she ever wants to be. Ultimately I think what she says from from petty sibling rivalry. A one-sided one at that. Vanilla stuff like romance and tenderness aren't kink shamed often but the world has really changed. All the time songs are being made that are celebrating wilder stuff. Like painplay and sexual cruelty. People are more into that stuff now, on some level, because anything vanilla is considered boring. Like say kissing, basic sex, and cuddling after. People don't really see you as being open-minded if that's where you stop. Because they see all the hardcore stuff as more brave and exciting.
I'm sure lot of those people have a good time but I'm not gonna fake it. I honestly just can't pretend I like most of what is on the list of fetishes and kinks in the game. Some I'm okay with, some I love, and plenty I hate. I just hope Lea, Bri, and Jen don't get too odd with their desires or I'm gonna have no one to romance. Lol for the most part I feel like if I was in the game I would drawn to them. The 3 of them combined sum up my personality. Working all the time, trying to accomplish something, lots of body shaming done to me ruining my self image and chances with relationships. And ultimately me become mad at other people's who are in relationships and ruin them just for drama or boredom. Culminating with me being alone for over 15 years.
But at least I haven't given up.
I played up to the start of ch4 and never could figure out if I did something wrong with Bri.
Never could romance her. She was always a good bud. But not a lover. Is she just not a love interest yet until later on?
Some girls are just at different stage in their relationship with the MC. It’s just difficult to give them all the same screen time and attention, while still progressing the main story forward.
So, yes, Bri’s first scene only happens at chapter 4, but she (or all the other girls the page banner) will be fully romanceable. I know it’s a bit annoying when our favorite characters don’t get the screen time we’d like to, but, sooner or later, all of them will have their time in the spotlight.
oh okay, as long as I didn't miss the chance. It's fine. I like her but I'm okay with being patient with her. Im trying to be patient with Jen too. Because I like a lot of characters but there's no way can romance them all. So I'm taking my time and trying to figure out who I will finish the game with and fully get in a relationship with. I like Jen, Bri and Lea. But I don't wanna cheat on them.
I liked Kim when I first met her because she looked like Ada Wong. Was that on purpose, designing her to look that way?
Did anyone romance her? I Just don't see that ending well. I feel like you alienate your friends and she would be only person around at the end. Jen and Jamie would def hate you if you did. Pete too.
The music when you're talking with to Jen in her hotel room, that retro style lounge music love song, was hauntingly beautiful. I love it to death. Is the Jen's theme song?
Each character has several songs that are used in their scenes. And yes, that one is one of Jen's theme songs.
That song is so good. Heartbreaking and still beautiful.
I didn't hate Emma but since I didn't like the idea of "hate banging" her, but what little I heard of it, it was a good rock song.
This game is a love/hate relationship.
It made me question my life more than I have in years.
After so much rejection, I just gave up on love. I thought that part of me was dead. The dialogue is meta. And I'm not gonna lie, some kinks sicken me (like Kim and Emma's). But other are the kind of romances that make you wanna quit being a shrink and just run away with your lover.
But maybe it's time to finally try again, get in shape and try to do something right.
Mr. Silverlust, Respect. Seriously, you made a game that is more than just mindless porn. It's a social commentary.
Hi, this is really an awesome game, I'm a really big fan of your work. I've really enjoyed playing the free episodes but I think it won't be free anymore. I'm from Turkey, and the country is in economic crisis right now; 15$ equals to 260 TL right now, which isn't something I can afford. Is there anyway I can keep playing the game? I'm very invested in the story.
good game till the druges come in
There's just one scene where three friends smoke weed.
I wasn't into that either.
I have a question about Jen. After the chess game and you can lay in bed with her, if I choose not to dominate her and go through tell her the MC is a sub too will that lead to her not wanting to being in a relationship with the MC or will it lead to her cucking the MC or will she learn to be a dom?
All of those options are on the table and will be further explored in chapter 4, which will be released on itch in a few days (it was released yesterday on Patreon).
I don't want to spoil anything, but there will be different outcomes dependent on your choices on chapter4. The only thing I'll say is that you don't need to be dominant with Jen to have a relationship with her.
Thank you very much for replying.
This is a uniquely drawn game with, what I would call, "the voices inside our head", element that separates this from all other games. For me, it struck me as funny to see some of the same thoughts I myself have had in my life, to be on screen. I liked it very much and hope to see more from this developer. Good luck.
Personally I saw myself as Sensitive and Honorable. But eeven then some of the dialogue of Snake and Lion was funny.
I need help there is a glitch where the game keeps back scrolling when ever I open the game and load a save. Even if start a new save game it still keeps back scrolling.
Hmm... sounds like something is broken or corrupted in the game files. Try download it again. Renpy saves are located elsewhere in your drive, so you’ll still have them if you make a new download.
where would the files be located?
You don't need to touch your saves files. But, if you want to know where they are saved, check this info.
As for the game files are located where you download them. Just try do delete that folder and make the download again from this page.
You can even just download the game again from this page and try to start it from the freshly downloaded folder that shouldn't have any corrupted files.
I’m not sure if that will work. But that’s a functionality handled by the game engine, that’s why I think something in the files must have gotten broken somehow. Especially because it worked well previously for you, and now you can’t even start a new game.
PS: Another issue could be the “rollback side” option. Go to the options screen and check if you have that turned on. When it’s on, if you click at the very right, or left side of the screen (depending on which side is selected), the game will rollback. But not if you click at the center of the screen or use the space bar. I don’t think this is the issue, but you can quickly check that.
Thank you it worked! I have been loving playing your game.
In a situation with Lea it requires bodywriting and sweetness skill to require option 1 i have both still can't choose it why?
Did you get the “sweetness” skill just a bit earlier, as a bonus for having chosen Lea as your crush?
There is a bug that makes it so the “sweetness” skill acquired that way does not “work” in a very small percentage of saves. I already have a fix that should make it work 100% of the time, that will be in next update (just making sure I didn’t screw up anything else).
For now, can you please load a slightly older save, and get the “sweetness” skill the normal way ? You just have to buy the "sweetness" skill from the Menu like all the others, before you pick the same choice that would give it for free (but pick that choice anyway, it's important for the story and it'll give you your 20 pts back)
That should solve the problem. Sorry for the inconvenient.
(If you don’t have an older save: in the Load Menu, you can look in the “A” tab where the autsaves are. Since those two choices are close together, you may have one auto save there that suits you. You can also load one autosave that’s closer to that choice and try to rollback to it)
PS: I’m assuming the problem is that you got the "sweetness" skill for free because you have chosen Lea as your crush. If you haven’t, please let me know, because that would mean it’s an entirely new bug unknown to me. Thanks.
thanks
Great game, greater system. I really enjoy how a lot of the girls have set kinks but multiple ways to unlock their scenes. It rewards player choices while maintaining a sense of agency in the characters.
Sad that Emma doesn't show up more in episode 2, but all the girls are great.
What happens if I tell Pete about the situation his girlfriend is after I call out to her and continue? Do I lose like a bunch of trust with every character and so on? And also what happens if I avoid her and then proceed to tell him (if possible havn't tried yet) will she figure it out and still proceed to blackmail me? Only asking because "Bros before hoes" '-'
How come you can't pursue anything with Emma? I pick her as a crush and everything and after the coffee meeting they both say they have no feelings?
I havn't tried and don't know if you have but one of the options to stop her from leaving at the party might do something but IDK
First of all: Congratulations, what an experience.
I'm so sad having a crush on Deb but our kinks don't match. Still enjoying being her friend.
One thing i didn't enjoy was how the social behavior is coupled with the kinks. When playing without the colors on choices i'm swimming in blue points but there's barely a thing i want from that tree.
Finally: Congratulations again, one of the best AVN i have played.
Good game 👍. Love the different options. I hope the choices make more and more of a difference.
What a wonderful experience so far. I absolutely love the main character and his story. The skill tree and choices in the game are also top notch! Thank you for all your hard work.
hey mr silverlust,
i finished the scene with deb and carl and the game pretty much ended. i tried doing another playthrough where i said no to them, and it ended with me texting emma i miss you and then it says "end of chapt 2, save here" and then the credits roll. what outcomes have i missed? id like to see all the outcomes that can happen by the end of chapter 2.
Is it possible that you're playing an older version of the game that you have downloaded previously? In the main menu, which version number does it show? 0.2.3?
You need to download the version 0.3.2 (which contains chapter 3), unzip, and open the nif.exe file inside of that folder.
Don't use any older folder/executable for previous versions. Also, check the main menu to confirm that you are indeed playing the version 0.3.2.
Your save files will carry over to the new version.
Let me know if the problem is something else and which version you are playing. Thanks.
game literally doesn't run
can't even open it
Can you please tell me the platform you're using (PC, mac, linux, android)? And please check if you didn't download the wrong version, or if the download finish properly and it wasn't corrupted.
Also, if you are on PC, can you check if you have a 32 or 64 architecture software? The pc version is not compatible with 32 bit.
The android version might not work if your phone has too little space or memory available.
Other than this, I'd need more details from you to try to help. I believe it's not a problem with the game because no one else is reporting that problem.
Sorry for the troubles.
My Gah.
I just fishined Cap 1 and, wow, i was waiting some visual novel 3d ok with hot girls and pow pow BUT wtf i really like the dialogue, scenes and how they are theyselfs, i make a disaster with emma dont understanding her kink, and hear she say those words, although littles, they hurt me, i dont are the man who make full of everyone rotes but, this game, i need do this.
💪////Love this Game ////💪
Loving the story.
There are a couple of times in the 2nd chapter where it says limp and I think it should be limb. It's in the scene at the university just after the one with Carl and Deb.
I know... unfortunately that silly mistake wasn’t caught by the spellcheck.
I have an english native speaker friend that helps me proofread the scripts in his free time, but he hasn’t yet finish the last chapter’s script, which is quite big.
So, this chapter might have more mistakes than the previous 2, like that “limp” one. Once he finishes it. I´ll post a small hotfix that corrects everything and also improves the readablility of many sentences and makes them feel more natural. He really does an awesome job on that.
Thanks for the notice, and I’m sorry for the inconvenience. I'm glad you're loving the story though :)
I'd love to see a full walkthrough for this game, all choices, all possible outcomes
Really enjoying the game. Got stuck in the rest room after the chess tournament.
I can't get beyond this room, nothing seems to be interactive. I can't move only look around.
Is this a bug or am I missing something?
Just found your previous message to turn off the shading effect to skip this scene. All good now.
How does the update system work? as soon as a version comes out the previous one is free?
note: this game is very promising, congratulations to the creator
Thank you for the kind words.
At the latest, chapter 3 will be available for free when chapter 4 is released. But I might even make it free a bit before that.
When that happens I'll make a devlog post. So, anyone following the game should be immediately notified. Cheers.
I'm wanting to install this on a raspberry pi. I've downloaded the pc.zip file and there is just a Windows exe. What's the process for installing on Linux?
Okay, this is a first.
I don’t have a linux OS to have tested this before, but the Renpy engine automatically builds distributions that should work on Linux.
Inside the folder you downloaded you’ll see a file named nif.sh. Try to double click it and see if it runs. If not…
You need to mark the nif.sh file as executable.
(Note: if you don’t know how to do it: This may be slightly different depending on your Linux distribution, desktop environment and language. Right-click the file, select Properties -> Permissions -> mark as executable)
Then go to the "lib" directory and open the adequate Linux directory (linux-i686 or linux-x86_64) and look for a file named nif (without any extention). Mark this file as executable too.
(Note: If you don't know which Linux directory is right for you, do the same thing for the nif file inside both of the directories)
Try double clicking again in the nif.sh file.
Did it work?
If not, try to run in through the terminal. I have found here a 10 min youtube tutorial explaining how to do it with another renpy game (it also shows and explains all of the steps above). Just try to do the same steps for this game that has a nif.sh executable.
I hope this helped.
If you still can’t make it to work, I’m afraid I can’t help more than this. Sorry.
Hi,
Thanks for the super quick reply. I've got it working but had to do a few extra bits as a Raspberry Pi isn't a standard Linux.
I downloaded the lastest Ren'Py SDK (https://www.renpy.org/latest.html) and unzipped it.
I downloaded the Raspberry Pi support file (from the same link). Copied it into the SDK folder and unzipped it.
Then I copied the unzipped NIF folder into the SDK folder.
When running the renpy.sh file NIF now appears as a project and can be launched.
All seems to be working now
Good to know!
Usually it’s the Linux people that teach me how things work. I’m glad that this time was not an exception :p
this is great. It’s not a wank-a-thon, but rather stimulates the intellectual and emotional sectors of the brain. It’s still sensual yet not overtly sexual—it stimulates through anticipation and longing, which can be so much better than mere wank material. MrSilverLust has done a great job, and lööking forward to more.
It's a story-driven, slow-burn visual novel with meaningful choices. I understand that this is not for everyone, but it also makes it more meaningful when the player gets to the sex scenes.
That being said, all chapters have full sex scenes, unless you reject them. You should get laid regularly unless you choose not to.
MrSilverLust, I have two questions for you, the first is a suggestion for the promotion of your game, why don't you add Nothing is Forever on Google Play Store only with Censorship, and the uncensored version players download here, that it would be really good for your game, and the second question is is the game going to be on steam?
Once it’s finished, I’ll submit the game to steam for review and see if it’s accepted there. Recently I’ve read that a couple adult games have been rejected by them, so you never know.
As for the playstore… I don’t think it makes sense. It’s an adult game, all the mechanics/plot are designed with that in mind. Censoring it would be butchering everything I worked for and it would turn it into a farce of a game. I’m not interested in that.
okay understand, thank you for reply
one more question for you Mr Silver Lust, the game will soon have other languages like "French, Japanese, Italian and Portuguese" a point that would be nice for your game.
I agree. I wouldn’t be interested in censoring either. This is a very good VN, and besides some text editing, this story and art is 9 out of 10!
I'm currently playing the third chapter, and it's literally blowing my mind. This is game is so messed up in a good way, that seems impossible to be written by a single person, and seems an impossible thing for a game of this genre. Personally I really love when a story drive you out like this, and the sexual scenes are just an addition to what the game truly is. But, and I repeat its only my modest opinion, if these sexual scenes are present I also like to play them all without redo the entire game that as for now, it's taking me lot of hours to be completed. Like now I'm struggling to find the way to have a crush on Jen, but I don't know where I made a mistake to find her only beautiful and not being in love, and can't choose the "hope you could see yourself etc etc.." and it's really frustrating, cause I don't truly want to stop my game a redo every single choice, but I feel incomplete without that answer(can you help me, what should I do to make Mc have a crush on Jen?)
Except for this thing that is driving crazy me, myself and I, and the little thing that I'd have enjoyed a little more the sexual scenes if not all the girls were shaved ( I mean, a redhead and is not redhead down there?! It's crazy haha), the game is FLAWLESS and I really, truly, am grateful to you, MrSilverLust, for what you are doing cause you made possible to mess up the Mc, a thing that I love so much, to take almost every wrong choice and every girl despite is the "worst" thing to do in the real life.
Finally, I'd like to say that so far this is the best complicated game of this genre out there, with so many path you should give a life to explore every single variant, and that's and enormous point for you.
Again, really, really, thanks.
Hi!
The “crush” part seems to be one of the more confusing parts for players. I need to find a way address that better and make it more clearer. Remember in Chapter 2 during the “weed trip” you had to pick the girl you liked more at the time? That’s your “current crush”.
Please note that doesn’t mean much. It just lets you have a cute dialogue option with your favorite girl and gain the “Sweetness” skill for free. It’s not meant to be a big choice or influence who you end up with at the end.
Thank you for the feedback and kind words.
Oh, right, I thought that but first time playing I choose Jen, and didn't said was in love with her. Second time I tried negate every sexual interaction with other girls except for Jen and worked.
Thank you for the reply btw, and you're welcome, your game truly is amazing
I think I ran into a bug?, after the date with Lea at the park & hanging out with Jamie & Peter, when you're home you chat with Jen about how her tournament is going, then you go to sleep, the problem is that the next day I wake up to meet up with Jen at the university & the part when you show her the University, when you meet Bri & Deb, then the story goes on and on from that point, is like i'm trapped into a loop
I am aware of this bug and have fixed it in version 0.3. The funny thing is that I can’t even replicate it, it shouldn’t happen even in version 0.2.
It has only been reported only 2 or 3 times, 99.9% of the players never encounter it. And I still don’t know how they make it happen! But anyway, like I said, is fixed in the newer version. Sorry for the trouble.
i had the bug just now the think is after reloading my save before that chosing the exact same options it didnt happen again i tried to redo the bug but didnt work its like after watching jens game on the laptop i could somehow leave the table bringing me to the room(where you then go to slep and suddenly everthing repeats) instead to deb
This game has unique and very sophisticated mechanisms which allow you to shape the MC character and which determine the kinks he is into. And like in a real life you need to choose girls not only based on their beauty but also on their character and sexual preferences.
Furthermore the story is not typical too, it's very realistic and interesting at the same time, the dialogues are often very mature and make you think about life and love.
I really loved the 3rd chapter, it moved the game from 8th to the 2nd place in my ranking.
[Written after playing version 0.2.3]
It's still relatively early in the story - there are only two real sex scenes (plus one fantasy blowjob and the start of an exhibitionism arc) - but the writing and mechanics are great, and I'm excited to see where it goes in the future. When I read that the you were trying to make a more "grounded, realistic" game, I was skeptical that you'd be able to pull it off because so many authors of adult games seem immature or have a less than perfect feel for interpersonal relationships. That's not much of a problem in a game that doesn't take itself completely seriously, but I could have seen it being an issue for this one. When I found myself actually enjoying the story and the depth of the characters, I was pleasantly surprised. In particular, I like that in some cases things get emotionally messy after a character indulges their kinks. Rather than having sex always be a driving force of change, it's treated as just one of many factors in the characters' evolving interpersonal relationships. It's a mirror or a lens rather than a panacea.
Mechanically, I really like the kink skill trees and their connection to dialogue options. I also really appreciate that there are appealing dialogue options for each of the personality traits - when I originally saw the skill trees, I was worried that I'd have to choose dialogue options that I didn't like in order to experience kink content that I do like; it would have made the game worse to have only been able to experience some kinks if the main character were someone that I didn't like.
The game also explained chess in a way that was interesting to me despite the fact that I'm a beginner and have never really had any interest in it, which was also an unexpected pleasant surprise to find in the random adult game that I downloaded on a whim.
Overall, very solid game, and I'm excited to see how it grows. Great job!
Thanks for taking the time to write such a detailed review.
It’s always interesting to learn what players have enjoyed more about the story and the game mechanics. Your thoughts and expectations upon reading the game description and the personality mechanics were also quite interesting. I’m happy that your fears were unfounded so far. Let’s see if I can keep the level this good in the next chapters.
Cheers!
when you are receiving a phone text, if you manually open the phone and want to reply, nothing happens, then when you leave the phone to continue the scene, nothing happens.
I had to go back a few step back (by wheel up) then click multiple time for the scene (phone text, then reply) to happen normally.
It feels like a bug.
Edit: during the hate sex scene with Emma when she is laying on her belly and we are behind her, and she looks face camera, the head is clearly weird (too big? too frontal ... i don't know)
Lots of random crashes on android, any fix for this?
Unfortunately, not. It's the automatic port of the engine renpy, I wouldn't know what to do to even start to improve anything. For what it's worth, on my S20 with android 11, it never crashed. So, it must have something to do with the hardware. Newer, more powerful phones handle the game better.
Of course I only have one device to test the game with, so it's very difficult for me to figure out what the minimal hardware requirements are.
I have a Honor 9(with android 9), and I didn't have these issues on the earlier update. Just redownloaded it and reinstalled it and it fixed it for a while but the crashes came back
The Skills system looks very interesting, hopefully there will be enough content to do them justice!
Really great gameplay choices and an interesting story so far! Looking forward to more!
Then make the dominant choices. This game has both paths for you to choose.
The first chapter even has a "hatefuck" where you dominate one of the girls, if you go for that route.
Here is the skill tree present in the game. See if you have any kink you like:
https://ibb.co/bPTJpzh
Romantic, sex fantasy, trustwordy, exhibitionism, aftercare, loyal, sensation play, roleplay, bodywriting, sex in public, maverick, temptation are all vanilla.
Others are still normal, just geared towards BDSM.
babe this game is 18+ for a reason... i really just dont think youre old enough to play this, granted im going off like 2 comments, but i think you might have stumbled into the weird side of itch.io and are a little lost lol.
Not every game is made for you. You are not entitled to anything.
Which is to say he is a "beta sub" and he is not enjoying his reality. Because only an MRA humanoid living in a xx chromosome free environment because of insecurity issues would ever use the term "beta sub"
After him defending slavery, including saying that the game, in which a bisexual succubus helps a thinly fictionalized version of a real slavery survivor who fought back, is a "Leftist wet dream" it's safe to say that anything he is against is probably excellent. I will be sure to check it this game because of his words.
He loves games where he cheats on women but throws a shitfest if any girl does anything with anyone..... Gee I wonder why someone would feel so strongly about those? Maybe it has something to do with him playing games to escape his reality rather than ones that reflect his reality.....
game is missing femdom tag
I can only pick a limited amount of tags, there's plenty more of them missing, but that's the itch system. The important thing is that all kinks are optional in the game. You can choose to be dominant and go for a maledom path, submissive and go femdom, or rather more vanilla and avoid any more hardcore kinks you don't like.